I want this to be my soulmate, it's hard to know for sure, we don't talk a lot.
You mentioned before that you two were about 15 years old and that you were her first boyfriend. Is this your first serious girlfriend too? Cause if it is, it is a special romance cause if both sides are first loves, it is much more intense than normal. Without any other relationships to compare to, the first is often the most intimate and the one you will remember all your life. Unfortunately, a lot if these first loves are doomed to fail due to inexperience on both sides. But if successful, they can lead to some of the longest lasting and faithful relationships ever. Was she your first serious girlfriend?